My fiancee is finally done with his training and is back home. I couldn't be happier...that is, if I could figure out exactly how I feel about all this! Don't get me wrong, I love that he's home, but I've gotten so used to him being gone, that having him here feels more like a dream or a vacation or something. Before he left, nearly 6 months ago, we had a pretty good schedule that worked great. I had school, he had work, and we'd get together each night for dinner if we could or lunch. Then weekends we'd spend going to his family's house, or going to my family's, or whatever else we felt like doing. Right now, he has no job other than the reserves, which is a one weekend a month commitment, and I still have school. I obviously want to spend every possible moment with him, but in this case, that means anytime I'm not in class...which isn't so conducive to getting any work done. LOL.

Still, I am very very happy that he's home, and I know that we will again figure out a system that works to both our advantage. It just feels kinda strange and surreal at the moment. God will help us find a way. Man, I praise God for his blessing on our relationship...I can't imagine anything better, and I'm so glad he's helping us...because it makes trials a heck of a lot less scary when you know they've already been won.

Ok, I should probably use this bit of time to do something productive. See, we're already starting to work out the schedule. He's a big Marine now, he can take care of himself...lol he doesn't need me there ALL the time..now I've just got to convince my own mind it's a big girl. :-p LOL. Seriously tho, it's not SO bad.

Have a beautifull, blessed day!
Take care and God bless!
~Mae